schl?

this is the part where it all starts.

quizzes coming.

projects starting.

assignments submitting.

mp presentation arriving.

life cannot be ever messier than it is naow.

have to juggle well btwn studies, friends, relationships and an additional driving lesson.

have booked my practical driving test,

which will be the 6th feb next year.

knew tt there is still long way to go.

but still cnt help panicking.

when we were still young,

have always thought tt how cool it will be if im able to drive.

but come to think of it naow,

it's terrifying.

when is the last time tkh seriously said tt she is afraid of sth??

...

prolly decades ago..

but naow,

im feel defeated,

and gonna say tt im really intimidated by driving.

some of the drivers outside, really dun care abt it.

they just react how they wan to whether is it correct or not or will it scare the drivers in front.

...still rmb some time ago,

i told my mumsy this:

"if nxt time i will be able to drive, i will prolly stop by the side of the road if it's raining very heavily. cos the rain really scares ppl off! >_<"

and she replied miee "if tt's how u gonna react, i suggest tt u dun drive. it is a better choice for u."

somehow, i've regretted not listening to her.

if i had,

currently,

i wouldnt have to spend sooo muchh katching paying for the lesson and the test,

i wouldnt have to spent my wed waking up early just to go for the lesson.

i will prolly have more times to do some other necessary stuffs tt i have to settle b4 continuing with my schooling the next day.

alright. im just ranting in my blog cos idk who to tell this to.

hav an idea ppl will think..

"hmm..okay. so, wad will happens naow?"

i will continue despite ranting, cos i dun like ppl to give up halfway including myself.

so, shall wish myself all the best and hope everything will be coped well and goes will too.