life have been quite fulfilling for miee (:
i have a NICE and WARM family tt fills my house with non-stop "music"
i have a baby in my house tt nvr fails to make my house in a big mess leaving the mess for us to clear to keep us busy..
i have a great boy who nvr fails to keep miee accompany most of th time when i need him...
i have great friends which i can confide to if i got things i cnt tell my family members...

however, i just dun utd myself...
though i shan't be complaining abt such great life im having naow..
but i just wan to find somewhere to vent alright?

nowadays, ive been trying to utd myself better...
like trying to know wad i really wan from myself as dun deny tt im a very complicated person and a hard person to utd...
i dun even know myself i tink..
from young, ive been trained to keep all the things to myself...
yes, at times i do complain and confide to my friends,
but i have no idea why i just cnt make myself tell everything to one particular person so tt th person will know everything abt miee...
i just wan to appear to ppl tt im a cheerful person and will nvr feel sad at all...

i guess,
having th fierce side of miee is to protect myself from others bah..
cos from young,
my mumsy always taught miee tt being th eldest,
i must always be th one giving th younger siblings good example...
i must protect them from others not letting them be hurt...
yea~...

so, who's tkh? wad she wans?



/