Sunday, January 24, 2010 | 2:32 AM | 0 hearts♥
dunno how to start so...
hahas. just chose a really random pic.
went to xavier(my ex)'s grandpa's funeral on fri.
and ya...his grandpa really died le..
actually..., i didnt really travel there willingly...
my parents drag me there...
i told them i dun wan to go cos it will be damn awkward...
but...they say...
"if u are still frens with him, you shld go...in addition, u are leaving so close to him. so why not make a trip there?"
i dunno how to reply them after tt, so...yup...i went.
when i reach there, the 1st person i saw is his mum...
den...him...
he looked as if he has had several sleepless nites and....
he has lost weight...
he has become skinnier...
skinnier...
when im done with praying, he lead us to a table to offer us a sit...
i think my parents delibrately dun wan to sit beside me so as to allow me to sit beside him...
it has been soo long...
soo long...
sooo long...
since i sat beside him agn...
den my mum and him start chatting....
i wasnt really listening to their conversatn...
however...
i was looking at him...
i could see his eye bags, his bone...
and also...heard his tired voice....
he seems to be really tired...
den...blahblahblah....
his parents also came to sit with us...
and finally we went off at 11++pm....if i nvr rmb wrongly....
i have the urge to sms him to console him...
but i dun dare...
i fear tt he dun reply my msg...
it has always been my habit to fear ppl i msg wouldnt reply my msg...especially the ones i concerned nore abt...
so i decide to write it here instead....
"xavier, please cheer up...
though ur ah gong and ah ma is gone alr...
but im sure they have gone to a really pretty place to enjoy their rest of their lives...
they must be very relaxing now...
so you must start to forget abt the pain and move on...
this year is alr the year for u to sit for alvl examinatns....
i hope u will really do well and score well...
and.....please...soo...cheer up(: "
sat:
went to bugis with zhulin to buy our product...
suppossedly shld be meeting her at 2pm...
but she only reached at 2.20pm...
...thus it means tt i've waited for her for the whole of 20mins...
20MINUTES!!!
lol!
but she was really nice person to get along with...
kinda like...my elder sis or my momsy...
hahas
everytime i go out with her,
she will always want to treat me eat sth....
no matter how much times i decline, she will still buy...
(:
hahas.
this time round she bought for me a soursop ice blended and fried sweet potatoes...
i always detest sweet potatoes...
but this time round...
it was like...
WOW!!! EXTREMELY NICE CAN?"
i would want to buy if i happen to pass by them agn(:
sat taxi home after buying...
and after tt my mum, sis and bro help me wrap the sweets up(:
thanks you guys!!
love you all:*
hahas
also...my mum bought for me donuts...
all is CHOCOLATE LEHH!!! OMG!! my favourite:D
hehe...
and i painted my nails after tt((:
after soo long((:
it's pink colour...
it's pink colour...
same colour as tsn...
but diff tone and shade((:
and i drew this...
hahas...
sun:
went to pp with tsn tzs and cyj...
oh ya..
come to cyj...
congrates:D
u passed the driving test alr...
passed le horx?? ;)
so nxt time when u buy a car must rmb to drive me and tsn horx!! :D
hehe
me and tsn met earlier to makan(:
we ate subway...
she always forget wad she really wans to eat...
soo i've to help her order agn...
tsktsktsk...
lol (:
den cyj reach shortly...
we start talking den tsn start to show off her pink simpsons act cute pencil box...
lol!:D
it was quite nice lah...had to agree with this...
den tzs reach...
this time round de econs project quite relaxing lah...
hahas...
no stress((:
this few days im behaving really crazy...
dunno why...
moods getting up and downs....
but im really trying to let myself out...
so tt i dun feel lke leaving in a jail...
soo....let it all out!!! :DD
